They are in my dreams. Gahh, I hate them. I dream every night, no matter what. And don't tell me I need to pray to St. Michael, use holy water...etc. because obviously I've done all that. It's just one of things I have to deal with.
At night in my dreams I see things I've thought about during the day, or people I ran into. They're usually extremely odd situations though. I also have been repeated chased by people. I keep yelling at this one person who's chasing me every once in awhile. It makes my heart beat very fast and I wake up angry.
I've woken up crying multiple times. I've done CPR successfully and unsuccessfully. I experienced hurricane Katrina. I kissed a man I detested. I ran downhill in between moving semi trucks with an infant in my arms.
Wonders never cease.
I was praying about it the other day after being particularly troubled by a recurring dream. I've always wondered if God's trying to tell me something in my dreams. The answer was "no." We're complicated beings. My subconscious is trying to make up for something, deal with things - I don't know. I look at it as a sort of test - can I still be joyful? Can I shake it off and forget about it?
Can I fall asleep again tonight and do it all over again? Why yes, yes I can. Because that's who I am and I won't let it keep me down...... all day ;)
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You need a healing of memories. Have you heard of a book called "The Promise" by Father Jonathan Morris? He has a whole section on spiritual and emotional healing. Everybody needs healing about something because this is not a perfect world. I pray to my guardian angel to protect my mind from bad/scary dreams. He helps me tremendously! Angels are so powerful.
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